Crazy mother

Crazy Mother am I. I am crazy. Mother, you are crazy when you yell at your boys for leaving the lights on downstairs when they tell you they've turned out the lights. They are kids. I will refer myself as Mommy Dearest or Joanie when I yell and rant at them. I have flashbacks of "No wire hangers!!!". I remember being so scared and scarred by that movie and now I've become Joan Crawford. My friend Dee told me she goes through this too. She says it sneaks up on her and before you know she's having an adult fit. I don't have any conclusions or revelations of how I will avoid doing this, but I'm going to try to laugh instead. Parenting is hard.